one of the first HE songs and who are you to call on me and I don't choose to be a part of this and who are you what do you want from me you've got nothing to prove you've got nothing on me who are you to call on me and I don't choose to be a part of this

(2003) - one of the first HE songs think do try to control yourself don't be a nuisance ah ha, ah ha ha think try to control yourself don't be a nuisance woo hoo ah ha, ah ha ha

(2003) - one of the first HE songs

(2004) - later recorded during HE's "K Demos" session too warm to touch this tinder box you'll light the world with your last stop and it's not to me what it is to you dirt and sand will fill their shoes and I want to be all that I can without being a joke too if it was up to me, I'd bury you in quicksand with cement shoes too warm to touch this tinder box you'll light the world with your last stop and it's not to me what it is to you dirt and sand will fill their boots and I want to be all that I can without being a joke too if it was up to me they'd bury you in quicksand with cement shoes

(2004) - later recorded during HE's "K Demos" session

(2004) - later recorded during HE's "K Demos" session and everything's related but doesn't stay connected unless you try to make it let me hear you say it everything's related but doesn't stay connected unless you try to make it let me hear you say it you know it's all related it doesn't mean you made it unless you try to fake it let me hear you say it everything's related and doesn't stay connected unless you try to make it let me hear you say it

scalar, scalar inside of my mind yeah scalar, scalar what device can I use to hide from you (x4) scalar, scalar inside of my mind yeah scalar, scalar what device can I try to hide from you (x4) is there nothing I can do there is something coming through is there such a thing as truth please just tell me this one thing scalar, scalar inside of my mind yeah scalar, scalar what device can I try to hide from you (x4) is there nothing I can do there is something coming through is there such a thing as the truth please just tell me this one thing scalar, scalar inside of my head scalar, scalar why do you claim to be dead scalar, scalar inside of my mind yeah scalar, scalar what device can I use to hide from you (x4)

(2005) I don't relate to you even though we share a room I don't know you even though we share a room and I have this time to wake up and I have this time to wake up and they asked me not to make up and I have this time to wake up and I can't relate to you even though we share a room I don't know you even though we share a room and I have this time to wake up and I have this time to wake up and they ask me not to make up and I have this time to wake up and they ask you not to make up and I have this time to make up for you am I related to you just because we share a room

(2005) - later recorded for HE's "K Demos" session your problem is everyone's and if it's not you make sure it becomes go bother someone else my chemicals are gone finally exhausted find yourself insane what have you got to lose what have you got to say I'll answer this I've been here before your problem is only your own and if its not you'll feel right at home rest until exhausted with chemicals galore what have you got to lose what have you got to say your problem is everyone's and if it's not you make sure it becomes go bother someone else my chemicals are gone finally exhausted find yourself insane what have you got to lose what have you got to say

(2004) somewhere in the nowhere retrospective mind saving you some time collectively come back to me relativity whats it mean to me come back to me collectively relativity whats it mean to me somewhere in the nowhere retrospective mind saving you some time collectively come back to me relativity whats it mean to me come back to me collectively relativity whats it mean to me

(2005) like I've never done this before but I feel it's almost enough my eyes just fell onto the floor seeping shades of indigo wendigo way to go like I've never heard this before but I feel it's still not enough my eyes just fell onto the floor I know my head will surely follow wendigo way to go like I've never done this before but I feel it's almost enough my eyes just fell onto the floor seeping shades of indigo

(2005) - almost recorded for HE's "K Demos" session you will find what you've done eats at life leaves us one this time, sorry it's time, you're done this time, money is time you're gone you will find what you've done eats at life leaves us one this time, sorry it's time, you're done this time, money is time you're gone you will find what you've done eats at life leaves us one this time, money is time you're gone this time, sorry, it's time you're done

(2005) in a place I discovered a way to the sun home

(2005) - later recorded for HE's "K Demos" session I could start tomorrow I could start a lined land I could start at night - I could start a riot - you don't get it do ya?

(2005) I have respect for the world for all the seas and the salt I have contempt for the world all the damages wrought and the grounds gone soft and the ocean is gone and we have no more shade no more shame I have respect for the world for all the seas and their salt for all the damages yeah its horrible all we have is our song

(2005) breaking skin deep a little of me to let you go life don't get easier than being gone, I'm dead breaking a little of me skin deep to let you go life don't get easier than being I'm gone, dead

(2005) days go by before I wake cold creeps in shivers take freeze dried my uterus make my stomach ache near here far away bones by plane in a box with my name days go by before I wake cold creeps in shivers take freeze dried my uterus make my stomach ache near here far away bones by plane a box with my name nights go by before I wake warm creeps in shivers take cold sweat mind obvious make my stomach ache near here far away bones by plane a box with my name near here far away bones by plane in a box with my name

(2004) - weird unused bridge part

(2003) I live in a box down by the lake don't have a grill to cook my steak don't have a grill to cook my fish can't eat my steak because I'm not rich I dream of a house with a big back yard and maybe a mercedes car I've got a grill to cook my fish and I can eat steak because I'm rich oh and I'm rich I live in a box down by the lake don't have a grill to cook my steak can't eat my fish, can't eat my steak I'm too broke to pay I live in a box down by the lake don't have a grill to cook my steak my air conditioner went out on the third day that I couldn't afford my rent and I don't have to think I'll make it through this life because I'm a failure my mommy said so my daddy said so oh and I'm rich and we're rich we eat our stake the drug prices are our rate rich as fuck and I eat steak

(2003) - jammed a few times, once with vocals by Informal Blue Boy

(2005) scalar, scalar inside of my mind yeah scalar, scalar what device can I use to hide from you (x4) is there nothing I can do is there nothing I can be is there something coming through is there nothing to the truth scalar, scalar inside of my mind yeah scalar, scalar what device can I try to hide from you (x4) scalar. scalar inside of my mind yeah scalar, scalar what device can I use to hide from you (x4)

(2005) - same tape as Weeping and Dead Men Have Died I believe in everything I don't see and I think I hear something you won't believe and everything's related but doesn't stay connected unless you try to make it let me hear you say it don't fix what ain't broken don't choke on a token your Christianity is joking whomever wrote those stories man and everythings connected and doesn't stay connected unless you try to make it let me hear you say it you know its all related but doesnt stay connected unless you try to fake it let me hear you say it it doesnt stay connected unless you try to make it

(2005) - same tape with Soft Inside and Dead Men Have Died I'm so scared tears in my eyes and I'm crying my soul is weeping weeping I'm so scared soul is creeping I'm so scared so deceiving so assuming would you freeze your inner sides please I don't mind and I would do mine too I'm so sorry weeping my own care my soul is gone I don't care my soul is gone

(2005) - same tape as Weeping and Soft Inside young men die for many a reason old men die always by their own hand some men die some left unspoken some pass by without even a token old men die every day without reason young men die it's because some smoke some stay high me I say it cleanly stone my mind oh my life is broken the loss it's... I may cry but I dissolve my manhood it ain't right

forever is the longest time I'd much rather assume that I'm that I'm set to go and I'm sad to go forever is the longest time longer than the longest line and I'm set to go and I'm sad to go I have to point it out do I have to point this out I have to point it out do I have to point this out forever is the longest time it is longer than the longest line and I'm set to go and I'm sad to go do I have to point this out I have to point it out did I have to point this out I have to point this out I have to point this out did I have to point this out I have to point this out did I have to

alt take forever is the longest time I'd much rather assume that I'm that I'm set to go and I'm sad to go forever is the longest time it's longer than the longest line and I'm set to go and I'm sad to go do I have to point it out I have to point it out did I have to point this out I have to point it out forever is the longest time it's longer than the longest line and I'm set to go and I'm sad to go do I have to point this out I have to point it out did I have to point this out I have to point it out did I have to point this out I have to point this out did I have to point this out I had to point this out

(2005) we've got to live a minute away having fears haven't faced we're going to lose our place having fear having fear will make you lose the weight don't give another minute don't get in the way don't give another dear don't give it away don't give into the fear we'll make it our way we gotta lose our way having fears haven't faced let them fade we can leave push it away memories erased dead space it's fearless weight it'll have your fate don't give another minute don't get in the way don't have another meaning no heaven will wait don't have fears that I never could face

(2005) we've got to live a new way having fears haven't faced keep them away we're going to lose our place having fears having fear fills a big space don't let another minute go get on your way don't let another feeling go and get in the way don't give into peeling off the seal of your face we gotta lose our way having fears haven't faced let them fade we can leave push it away memories erased dead space don't let another minute go get on your way don't let another feeling go and get in the way don't give into peeling off the seal of your face don't have fears that I never could face

(2005) the miles get longer the more we go on in outer new land a full moons rising how the hell I'm in this chair and I can't move feelings lost how the hell I'm not here and I'm not home but I've not gone how the hell I'm in this chair and I can't move feeling lost how the hell I am not here the lungs get stronger the more that you cough friends will linger the more they get off how the hell I'm in this char and I can't move feelings lost how the hell I'm not here and I'm not home but I've not gone how the hell I'm in this chair and I can't move feeling lost how the hell I'm not here the miles get longer the more we go on outer new land the full moons rising how the hell I'm in this chair and I can't move feeling lost how the hell I'm not here and I'm not home but I've not gone how the hell I'm in this chair and I can't move feelings lost how the hell I'm not here

(2005) life feeds on love syrup kundalini lemon tree whispered from above -- cigarette ashes line my face harp playing for me unpowered which means I'm sedative sedated and I freed my head at seventeen in my head thats warm thats more past tense

(2003) - Syd Barrett influenced

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2005 I don't wanna live forever I don't wanna be dead soon I'm not one who lies in clover I'm not one who stole my heart for matter of fact is I don't have the fact is I don't have a choice in the matter have a choice in the matter I don't wanna live forever I don't have the choice to form my own don't have no time, so make some don't lie, don't be faceless I don't have a way in my mind I don't have an insight in the world hmmm this choice in new matter have no choice in the new matter have no choice in the new matter have no choice in the new matter I don't wanna be your serf I don't wanna disappear from I don't have to meet on our rock I don't have to leave my home for you I'll always live forever you make my mind so far away bake whats in the cooking make a joke of romance and I don't have to make it seem full I don't lie if I don't need to I hold out if I don't see you and I don't piece this time you throw away I don't have a choice in the new matter have no choice in the new matter have no choice in the new matter have no choice in the new matter

(2005) pages are for turning pictures are for (burning) flowers are for learning pick it apart I think I see it turning we can see it turning we'll see an attorney turning pages slowly pictures are for burning we can see it turning I think I see it turning we'll see an attorney

(2006) if I could figure it out on my own I wouldn't be that bad if I would never own up to mistakes I make that make me a man I read all the books that explain things they think that make me make me sad I've got a piece of you stuck in my heart tearing like a shard of glass for what it's worth I dropped my gun to write a song for what it's worth I can't breath with my left lung for what it's worth I left a towel against the door for what it's worth I can't remember being born if I could figure it out on my own I wouldn't be that bad I would never own up to mistakes I make that make me a man read all the books explain things they think that make me make me sad I've got a piece of you stuck in my heart tearing like a shard of glass for what it's worth I dropped my gun to write a song for what it's worth I can't breath with my left lung for what it's worth I left a towel against the door for what it's worth I can't remember being born for what it's worth I dropped my gun to write a song for what it's worth I can't breath with my left lung for what it's worth I left a towel against the door for what it's worth I can't remember being born

(2006) bitter son bit her tongue she was right when I was out of my mind medicine for my son it takes the shine from your eye how I go on I will never know how we go on I will never know how we move on I will never know how we move on I will never grow bitter son bit her tongue she was right when I was out of my mind medicine for my son it takes the shine from your eye how I go on I will never know how we move on I will never know

(2006) - aka "friends" this time broken hearted and outsmarted underhanded point taken I've blown my cover I'll be your friend I am your friend don't get me started I never said it out in places passing glances loneliness is lip service I'll be your friend

aka "consumption", 2006 when you're feeling down you can bring yourself up with a little consumption the walls will bring you down turn it upside down I'm feeling down might as well go down I feel the pull ...

aka "bacon", (2007) bacon on a finger take out a splinter bacon on a burger made a belly bigger I'm not joking bacon on a finger take out a splinter bacon on a burger made a belly bigger I'm not joking

(2007) they say when you're on your own that's fun they say when you're all alone that's fun but I know something different something they couldn't see a body needs another body yours for me there's something about the way we connected that day it was fun there's something about the way I heard you say have a good day meant you meant it to me and I know something that a body needs another I know a body needs another body to grow kid never had a friend mind herself until the end which came to soon for him you see he had nobody and it slowly drained all the life from him

(2007) we all communicate a broken silence take a pen and if you touch a screen it's your stylus put all characters in a line paper's gone to wasted post its you haven't lived until you bite lime and you'll never have a mimosa

(2007) a deal you made you got all that you wanted and then some open hatch shoot out my heart breaks it's like cold water in the compartment that keeps me from sinking baby with new breath it's a life long membership or is it to you just a bargaining chip open hatch shoot out my heart breaks it's like cold water in the compartment that keeps me from sinking

(2007) I don't know if I can leave you I don't know why you question me you've got to be disappointed another failed appointment in case I'm not that important I don't like where this is going I think too much I sink too much I cannot love I cannot trust you can't hide anything you can't have everything it's kind of hard to explain to you

2007

(2007) winding streaks leaving stains black stains I don't think I want to clean nursed for days I will read with the Earth rotation my gums are bleeding and my cheeks are chewed through I never ever said that I'd miss you go away real words that start with "r" like reflection like refraction but not friction make a verse with little sense and I don't miss it don't you know I lived with ninjas back behind me doing flips up the walls I'm not much for gymnastics if you ask me nice I might do a cartwheel fantastic go away (go go go)

(2007) white coats and lights jump drive equations right on schedule destruction imminent impotent and mutual a new war a new front a locked door is not enough a new future new time I lose my patience as I watch you lose your mind in a parking garage of the wealthiest mansion radio stations the chemicals flow lever fever forever a new war a new front a locked door is not enough a new fuse a new time I lose my patience as I watch you lose your mind

I've been locked in a lonely torment I've been told all about you I've been lost in another's moment almost seem to be torn in two torn into I'll stitch myself back together I've got some airplane glue I've been lost in another's moment and I'm finding out through you something else about me I started with deceiving but I was the only one fooled and I am the only fool and now I'm just seeing and I'm just now seeing sell the empathy for food see if I can change your mood buying all the lies you might feel the hunger for life subside this is how the team gets beat its no team to be on I've been lost in another's moment and I'm finding out through you something else about me I started with deceiving but I was the only one fooled and I am the only fool and I'm just now seeing that I'm just now seeing all that I've been before is a sell out lowly whore all the darkness all discern (as the darkness never fades) it started with a big bright light (as I burned out day by day) tunnel to bring me into this arm of the western wing with the prison gaurds and the noose they all wait to put on to impress their boss I'm hanging out in a hanger broken in two waiting on my application of airplane glue I'm hanging out in a hanger leave me hanging on you every word you say sticking to me with the glue inhaled makes a wishing well waiting unfulfilled with hopes and water or all the pennies taken to the bank like frozen embryos from mom and dad's broken nose because he don't really want to be or really know how to be a father sell an arm a leg or two buy a higher state of mind where I can see you anytime if I just wanted to that's what I'm gonna do not sure if you ever had the chance to make a choice to come back I'll find some peace in having that sometimes you just gotta laugh with all the power we don't have to be no we don't have to be torn into half

unsure of the date, improvised song bloody me head straight

headlights street lights midnight green light means go headlights street signs stop signs red light lets go means no headlights street signs midnight dead lights lets go means go

I often think Buddha's just like 70's Elvis getting so much larger later in life other than that they probably don't have much in common probably could've been tricked into meeting on Johnny Carson

(2007) it's only going to take you so far it's only going to take you so far I don't want to carry you any it's only going to take you so far it's only goling to take you so far don't think I can carry you any and I'm not so high it's only going to take you so far it's only goling to take you so far I don't know if I can carry you any it's only going to take you so far it's only going to take you so far I don't know if I can carry you I don't know if I want to carry you I don't know if you want me to carry you

(2007) whats it really mean to be stable practically nobody likes all the people I do but I don't I do what I want whats it really mean to be stable practically nobody likes all the people I do but I don't I do what I want if I got something to say I will if I want to look at you I feel I can without having to explain everything that I feel whats it really mean to be stable practically nobody likes all the people I do but I don't I do what I want if I got something to say I will if I want to look at you I feel I can without having to explain all the pain that I feel

(2007) maybe it's not maybe for me to say mechanism set to give some away I won't say it to say no matter what you say there's not enough hours in the day a new flower will show the way I look like a piece of shit with a face and it rains away there's not enough hours in the day a new flower will show the way I look like a piece of shit with a face and it rains away

(2007) a couple pages back I'm stuck replaying a plot hole I've made it this far it don't matter how I got here I learned a little being civil taking up a habit in high school share it back and forth or you can borrow it, it's cool bury me a couple bottles down with the swivel of a broken bar stool blow the candles out and the smell of wax will take you back home I learned a little being civil taking up a habit in high school share it back and forth or you can borrow it, it's cool bury me a couple pages back I'm stuck in a plot hole I've made it this far it don't matter how I got here I learned a little being civil taking up a habit in high school share it back and forth or you can borrow it, it's cool bury me

(2007) I try to tell you these things but you don't want to listen get to know me get to know you good to know it's all good get to kissing get to touching get to hugging on the couch get to wishing quit your doing if your mother listens these are the steps to recreation I try to tell you these things but you don't want to listen get to know me get to know you good to know it's all good get to kissing get to touching get to hugging on the couch get to wishing quit your doing if your mother listens these are the steps to recreation

aka "Out Of Reach", (2007) have you ever tried to use a chord that's out of reach every chord I sing is out of reach that's the joy of having small fingers have you ever tried to use a pan that's out of reach everything I need to cook with, the ingredients is out of reach that's the joy of having small fingers

not sure of the date, instrumental, alternate chorus

(2008) now everyone is out to get you not everyone holds on to fate she's ecstasy to my mind it hurt a lot to let her live

(2008) I'm angry sea of red I'm the last one to get it together whatever day it is I'm angry seeing red I'm the last one to get it together whatever together is

aka "guitars", (2008)

(2008) maybe I can write our songs on one string maybe they sound like the foo fighters maybe I'm too lazy to be playing alright but I got spiders spiders in my hair why do I bother spiders in my hair why do I bother maybe I'll wrap a string on one song maybe I'll sell it to you for one dollar what is the source of the senseless it's not senseless is it maybe I can write our songs on one string maybe they sound like the foo fighters maybe they sound like nick cave leave out the words and what does it matter I've got martyrs from mars in my head I'm not a martyr if I cut off my tongue maybe I'll write our songs on one string maybe I'll sell them to you for one dollar what is the source of the senseless it's not senseless is it maybe I'll write maybe I'll write what is the source of the senseless it's not senseless as us is it

(2008) since when do I need a reason is it ever good enough isn't every word for you you don't seem to recall what might've been and what was so little has been spoken there's really not much to talk about you don't seem to care if I call at worst done and I'll take half of the blame

(2008) in an ideal world all the things that we'd see would be all there is to see but this is not an ideal life this is not the kind of thing you would ever pick up and read like highlights magazine fun fun with a purpose it's all about the meaning well there's no meaning just think when you think you've heard it all and you've had it up to here heard all there is to hear it's never finished it's never like a sentence with a little period of punctuation fun fun with a purpose it's all about the meaning well there's no meaning if there's no fun well there's no meaning if there's no fun

(2008) takes a sharpened mind to cut the hands that string our time along connect all the little dots between you and me a wish is nothing more than just a wish I wish it wasn't so but intention's not much more than just intent intend to come home

(2008) it never is what it seems you seem stressed you seem stressed it never is what it seems you seem stressed you seem stressed what a beautiful life what a beautiful bore what a wondrous mistake that I'm sure to make once more it never is what it seems you seem stressed you seem stressed never is what it seems you seem stressed you seem stressed what a beautiful life what a beautiful bore what a wondrous mistake that I'm so sure to make

(2008) a wish cost us a well oh well a witch accosted us a wish cost us oh well so well

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(2008) so I was flying back to Seattle and I sat next to Slash and said what's it like to make such metal music to make such metal friends and he reached up overheard and he opened up the overhead compartments and pulled out his secret stash and he said this is why they call me Slash it wasn't loaded it wasn't guns it wasn't roses it was more like "Do you want to wear my top hat?" I said Jesus Christ man is that all you got, not even any pot I'll Slash you

(2008) maybe I've seen it all maybe a father's fault brothers and sisters mothers seen yelling out smoking pot, running bars jukebox the drinking starts got nothing to do but go drive your car one thing that's for sure man yeah you've got money to burn yeah we'll see them out come around you'll see how far we got tilt it up turn it over on it's side broken refrigerator and the party starts dipping the cigarettes in formaldehyde the joke is the hole that you fall in the party spot yeah I don't remember it may be I heard it all maybe I seen it all maybe I'm running wrong maybe I'll fall your mother said take it out the other song get another head these demons tell me one thing that's for sure yeah you got money to burn that's all it's good for mushrooms and firewood come around and see how far we got

(2008) lets get one thing straight let me heal I am lost I never said I want to be found the maps in the stars they say you'll find the maps in the stars they lead your mind on a journey

aka "mixdown", (2008)

aka "Fast Turn", (2009) it turned out to be too good to be true turned so fast from wonder to knowing it moved so fast from wonder to know it turned out to be too good it turned out it turned out to be too good to be true it moved so fast from wonder to knowing it turned out to be too good turned out to be too good it turned out to be too good to be true it goes so fast from wonder to knowing and it moves so fast from wonder to knowing

aka "Acoustic Idea", (2009)

(2009) if I read if I write if I see through the night with my underdeveloped mind that I find ill at times I may I might if we're ever given a choice the only choice is to give to who the blame I was born into this without I was never college material

aka "AcouMixdown", (2009)

aka "GrungeGuitar", (2009) we can get along I gather as long as we are far apart we can be alone together first one out gets the start that's all that you'll ever know about me I won't waste time to change we can sing along together that's how the beatles got their start a grunge guitar won't bring you jesus

(2009) we tell ourselves there's no way of knowing theres no way of doing over again we tell ourselves it might not be so bad to do it again I wash my mouth out with soapy solution I now watch my mouth with eyes peeled from evolution an improper dose of solicited medication leads to necrosis of my skin I'm all gross now alien face lift I'll be ok to do it again

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aka "Acoustick Mix down 2", (2009)

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aka "Random1", (2009) and I'm not fine to be and I'm not an advocate

(2010) sometimes I wake up with a song that's in my head I think I'm not so sure I can play you one it's all in memory of a solid memory of it's all in memory of my mind it's all in memory of a solid memory of it's all in memory of my mind like someone set a snare for our top tier talent and I'm sitting in a tree stand god damn it you know we're all just waiting I know we're all just dreaming it's all in memory of a sullen memory of it's all in memory of my mind it's all in memory of a solid memory of it's all in memory of my mind shoveling shit inside of holes in brain scans it shouldn't be the sheer size of this same old contagions holding hands inside of holes in brain scans you shouldn't be communicating disease

(2010) I don't know why I don't feel I don't know if I can fit I don't know why if I want to feel the important center of matter of this it's another moment I have to lose inside of a moment I tend to lose it's another moment I have to lose inside of a moment I tend to lose sight of what's real sight of you I don't know why I don't feel I don't know if I can fit I don't know if I want to feel important center of matter of it it's another moment I have to lose inside of a moment I tend to lose it's another moment I have to lose inside of a moment I tend to lose sight of what's real in sight of you I don't know why I don't but I won't any longer

(2010)

early version of "Japanese Car", (2011) let me come and pick you up in my company car let's go kamikaze in my company car let my hands off the wheel in my company car let's go urban bowling in my company car the social scene reads magazines need not magazines but books books of matches (burning tires on the new stand) let's go get in a chase in my company car let me make an appearance in my company car let's go piss of your parents in my company car let's remodel a bank in my company car the social scene reads magazines need not magazines but books books of matches (burning tires on the new stand)

(2011) let me come and pick you up in my Japanese car let's go off road rally in my Japanese car let my hands off of the wheel in my Japanese car let's go kamikaze in my Japanese car let me make an appearance in my Japanese car let's go piss off your parents in my Japanese car let the pedal hit the floor mat in my Japanese car NTSC DVD format in my Japanese car

(2011), bluegrass version let me come and pick you up in my Japanese car let's go off road rally in my Japanese car let my hands off of the wheel in my Japanese car let's go kamikaze in my Japanese car let me make an appearance in my Japanese car let's go piss off your parents in my Japanese car put the pedal to the floor mat in my Japanese car NTSC DVD format in my Japanese car

(2011) it's not a beautiful conversation but it's all we have are you happy to have it if you had to give it all back to have anything and you should have been the last

(2011) no longer tied up with you or circling the crowd situations all in the water we always drown but you can't hold me to the things I said when I was down I'm no longer part of me that's all become I'm now facing how I feel and I know how much I've done wrong I'm in agreement that I've shrank where to grow from a long fall if we all have is a purpose then all we need to do is all we've done and I played my part in the circus like a juggling clown you're so terrified of the show must go on says the ringmaster as an adjective of your love and am I dropped just like peanuts to the ground as you move on to the next town I'm now facing how I feel and I know how much I've done wrong I'm in agreement that I've shrank where do you grow from a long fall

aka "bas2", 2011

(2011) another hand reached in my pockets bound somehow my arm to their wrist and it's been explained to me that my only purpose is for the benefits of anothers existence just tell me where to sign up and enlist for this free shit army all that I hear is hope there's some for me just trying to save but it turned out to be not enough to get by social insecurities I hope you've got insurance because there won't be a return on the policy that you've taken out for twenty on me because what I'm going through it's not life and I'm certainly not living one freely all that I hear is hope there's some for me just trying to save but it turned out to be not enough to get by social insecurities I hope that you've got insurance yeah I want everything you want but you think I never give whatever you want is exactly what you get you can't do no wrong as long as I am Mr Right better keep it to myself shut tight

(2011) I know a little girl who sits and thinks to herself one day she's gonna be a... left that blank it never got filled out to fafsa forms from innoculation bit my lip and I noticed the taste of bullshit that I spewed which I just took down for lunch in the cafeteria that's school food minds and hearts and all the swollen rotting parts that the worms go through oh little boy blue he's got a lot to do to pay the loans they made out to never pick up or play the trumpet he gave up just another anxious drop out do you really want to wake him up just to hear him pout about how his lip got bit as his first real taste of bloodshed or cut right into the bullshit and conscript him into the army abiotic oil patriotic fodder

(2011) you never I never never learned how to swim my way out of the sour milk sea or the milk of caro bean their bones fill with calcium tension speaks from eyes dim lit eyes never lie I never lie I have some trouble understanding what they mean and I don't know what they've been drinking maybe they're all drunk off the milk of caro bean

(2011) there's an air of seasons change change change change another form of demon spawn and change change change remember what it was like to feel fright not because of what you've done but what must be done because it's right machine fed fools who overwork another night the souls are food it feeds on soothes appetite not because of what you've done but what you never might we all agree to stay like stains stains stains oxymoron, I've got some boron oxycontin, clorox bleach I hate shopping me and especially for you

(2011) god made sundays for poker games heal all the sores god made an honest mistake when he made yours I've been higher than lyle lovett goes I've been higher than kites fly o'er when I put my hands together and pray for another day of bad weather it's lightning that I hope to rain down on you from above I've been higher than lyle lovett goes I've been higher than kites fly over

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(2009) black slid down on the back seat you won't miss how we breath the way that summer feels like sun burn she's alright with me if that's alright with me she's alright with me that's alright who do you talk to who do you sit with who do you care for who wouldn't want that she's alright with me if that's alright with me she's alright with me if that's alright if that's alright with me

(2007) it's been a long time coming the privilege has been all yours though I'll be so sad to see you go we'll see how much you know it'll be so sad to hear what you know three thousand can't be right three thousand more to win the fight what do you know it'll be so sad I'll be so sad I'll be so sad to see you go it's been a long time coming the privilege has been all yours though I'll be so sad to see you go the women are unwanted and so are you so truth is more than you will ever know I'll be so sad it'll be too bad I'll be so sad to see you go

(2007) I don't feel shit supports torn at the seams suppose I'd run her right down it's not mutual to go in circles I will issue the arrest of my soul six string six string sick solution six string sex dream sexolution I'm running out of the soles howling at the moon so cold I have never told this story I cannot settle down in a given body

(2007) don't you have somewhere to be somewhere to be don't you have somewhere to be don't you have somewhere to be don't you have somewhere to be don't have nowhere to be there's nowhere I'd rather be don't have no one to see I don't wanna be

(2011) if you want the most from everything you do in the shortest time your dreams come true in no time at all it makes you more aware a very simple process takes you there get out of sour milk sea you don't belong there get back to where you should be find out what's going on there looking for release from limitation there's nothing much without illumination can fool around with every different cult there's only one way that brings results get out of sour milk sea you don't belong there get back to where you should be find out what's going on there

(2008) early alternate vocal

(2009) you're resentful you're hateful you don't appreciate anything it's all just a matter of time before the world that you think is revolving around you collapses and bears down with all it's weight upon your shoulders then they say it's just a little too late and I say that it's better than never we'll stay in and out of the weather until if I'm not making any sense if I got any of this wrong just say the word and I'll take it all back and they say it's just a little too late you might say that it's better than never I'll stay out under the weather until I'm staying

(2007) don't look down on me don't look down a life lesson get your fucking tuition back now this holy ghost has slowly come to a head she's roasted and I had no purpose in having her maybe go get her I may be stupid take me back now don't look down on me don't look down a life lesson get your fucking tuition back now this holy ghost has slowly come to a head she's roasted I have no purpose in having maybe go get her I may be stupid maybe I'm just stupid send me back now

(2007) centrails contrails contradictions made conflict of interest words put to light worst come to side the thought is put into my mind that's life lead static stupid steaming thinking of you I want to break you too words put to light worst come to side the thought is put into my mind the thought is put into my mind in my mind

(2007) don't tell lies to make you feel better don't tell lies to make me hate you more don't tell lies to make her wetter don't tell lies it's not like it matters any more come to grips with your reflection I hope that you make it there someday don't tell lies to make you feel better don't tell lies to make me hate you more you tell lies to make her wetter don't tell lies like it matters any more come to grips with your reflection I hope you make it there someday someday come to grips with your reflection I hope you make it there someday

(2007) I just want your opinion it's not much to crack jokes about I just want to ask you this question it's not much to get mad about would you please just answer this question why a hole inside your head you can't breath out

(2007) hey hey heroes of stayaway fiction what's the point of leaving home when you own it? what's the point of do-it-yourself when it looks so shit that these kids can't even feed themselves? make your mind up what's the point of losing weight if it won't lose you? born in Cardiff raised by wolves and died on his fucking ass anyway, she did her best her best wasn't good enough anyway, she did her best hey hey heroes of stayaway fiction what's the point of leaving home when you own it? what's the point of do-it-yourself when it looks so shit that these kids can't even feed themselves? hey hey legends of make your mind up what's the point of losing weight if it won't lose you? born in Cardiff raised by wolves and died on his fucking ass anyway, she did her best her best wasn't good enough anyway, she did her best

(aka "This Concludes Our Presentation", 2007) if I had the words they'd come right into my head when I don't want if I had the words I'd not be so close to writing this song if I had the worst I'd know I'd surely go into soma if I remember correctly you'll find an explanation in the back of a handbook you saw

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(2007) if you don't wanna lay with me anymore well that's fine honey I'll find someone who do we'll have a real good time drinking the wine remembering you if you don't want me to hang my arm around you anymore honey well you know what to do cutting my brake line over papers we dine signing my stuff to you if you don't want to lay with me anymore well that's fine honey you know what I gotta do find some wet sand make a hole in the land and introduce it to you

(2008) from the way I hear I'm not safe I want to stay gone find a way outta here I'm not gonna say I want to stay at home I want to stay I want to stay home

(2005) open your eyes and don't be blind can't you see we're two of a kind? I gotta say this I hope you don't mind I love you we're two of a kind just ask yourself and you will find we go together we're two of a kind no use protesting be resigned baby you know we're two of a kind I knew it when I saw you I felt it a little more when I talked with you at first all my blues dispersed I couldn't disguise my complete surprise when you were feeling it too I'm in love with you I'm in love with you open your eyes and don't be blind can't you see we're two of a kind? I've got to say this I hope you don't mind I love you we're two of a kind open your eyes and don't be blind

(2007) my love is bigger than your love we take more drugs than a touring funk band sing it my love is bigger than your love sing it my love is bigger than your love sing it my band is better than your band we've got more songs than a song convention sing it my love is bigger than your love sing it my love is bigger than your love sing it and we're all going straight to hell my dad is bigger than your dad he's got eight cars and a house in Ireland sing it my love is bigger than your love sing it my love is bigger than your love sing it when we gonna torch the restaurant? sing it when we gonna pay the guide dog? sing it my love is bigger than your love sing it my love is bigger than your love sing it and we're all going straight to hell

(2011) you will load a gun again seems to be a solid trend you will never go out again you will love yourself again who knew who knew she won't come around again and I won't want an estimate I don't love your testament I will leave it out again who knew who knew who knew who knew grow it out and meet your relatives and you're thinking that it's not incompetence and I like to see if you miss me and I like to see tell me your history sitting by myself again I don't know the words again I don't wanna be your friend I would like to have some friends who knew who knew she wanted out of here I don't want her out of here she won't come around again lost yourself another chance who knew

(2008) then I saw what's her face every last thing she had to her name in a suitcase

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(2010) this rain throws parades into question it strains every muscle in my head the peeling has had me yelling the way I feel will never come through and I will never be without you just try to hear me out ... but you can't be serious this rain throws parades into question it strains every muscle in my head bones they can put on the stretcher lay down a cover for you the way I feel will never come through and I'll heal because of you just try to hear me out and try not to sing this song ...

(2005) thats alright it's a false start I'm starving my heart hung my soul up on a door knob shaved my skin into a best friend I'm bad news this gloom and doom will bring a room to its knees thats alright it's a false start I'm starving my heart hang my soul up on a door knob run the monsters from the closet I'm bad news this gloom and doom will bring a room to its knees

(2005) do you undress often at his beck and calling do you ask for a soft hand and you get a left backhand just shut your mouth damn you've got more static than am go and do your damned thing unclog the kitchen sink do you undress often at his beck and calling do you ask for a soft hand you get a left right hand just shut your mouth damn you've got more static than am do you undress often and do you get no pay for it do you undress often at his beck and calling do you ask for a soft hand you get a right uppercut just shut your mouth damn you've got more static than fm do you undress often at his beck and calling he watched from the window as you take the pillow up to the barrel up to your mouth hole pull the trigger

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(2005) helpless friend help this man make me man make me hand I'm so lost he's so begone to make him feel because it dulled the pain because of falling down and drown his ass today hey you not me we've gone away and I shed myself and we've lost and you gone away you're made of many ways an all important view let it go let it go

(2005) I'm not gonna lie I'm not gonna make it all my bones are cold and shaking what's it like if you don't mind me asking to be the light that we all bask in in my head and its all some other way I'm not gonna lie I'm not gonna make it all my bones are cold and shaking what's it like if you don't mind me asking to be the light that we all bask in in my head and its all some other way

(2005) and we'll meet again we'll deal with it internally it's getting warm out again now seasons changing

(2005) motor eyes horizon lies grill fumes mess with my mind you're out there under the same skies the clouds break like waves in high tide and I guess that it's not that far down motor eyes motor eyes horizon lines grill fumes fuck with my mind you're out there under the same skies the clouds break like waves in high tide and I guess that it's not that far down

(2005) well I got a soul a little loud it might fall and it could've change me into .. but it is all I've ever felt in my heart its just full of inbetween us something that I cease to see in a season it never seems to be well I got a soul and its stuck with my fork and I'm leaving a change it seems its too late if I never wasted my heart I thought I acted to change these ways and drown drown all the faith based

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(2005) maybe we can make a song and maybe we can think of something take this song and build up play this on the shelter I just don't wanna cross them kneel and make a person do I do it perfect make a lot of difference maybe we can think of something maybe we can just leave this .. maybe we don't need to talk then maybe we can even make it ..

(2005) latch key keeps me no safety

(2005) irresistible urges to climb into your lap licking all down your face how's that

(2005) here we hang we hate we want down when we hate

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(2004) I wait for you in heaven on this perfect string of love and drink your soup of magpies in a pottery bowl that looks as I am now, brown, round and warm chime on a rain wet an ankle, toes or two sweetly as it drops upon your head just like it did today fortunately gone I wait for you chime on a rain wet an ankle, toes or two sweetly as it drops upon your head just like it did today fortunately gone I wait for you

(2004) it's the same old day outside it's the same old me inside one more sigh and a reason no sign to show we're frozen heaven knows how hard I thought god spoke for only a reason heaven holds all I've thought and all you've known spinning heads make their way shattered ego lifestyle and nature soul is fit for approximation indulge in mild flirtation here we go grit my teeth squint my eyes itch my nose make it clear I once cared one time it's the same old day outside it's the same old me inside one more sigh and a reason no sign to show we're drunken heaven knows how hard I thought god spoke for only a reason heaven holds all I've thought and all you've known it's the same old day outside it's the same old me inside one more sigh and a reason no sign to show we're frozen heaven knows how hard I thought god spoke for only a reason heaven holds all I've thought and all we've known you don't know how much I miss you you don't know how much I melt too you don't know how much I meant too you don't know how much I smoke too in this world or what you are about to go through you

(2004) it's the same old day outside it's the same old me inside one more sigh and a reason no sign to show we're frozen heaven knows how hard I thought and I don't have a reason heaven holds all I've thought and all you've known

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(2012) we might both have two ears and hear different sounds when I speak we might both have brains and interpret things so incorrectly I try to be honest what you get is what you put it's all you can do am I the only one who always wanted more some amphetamine another daylight's gone away like you and me because I'm temporary being honest is all you can do we might both have two eyes yes its true but I don't think we see the same two colors what I see as black and white you see as red and blue cones and rods from different mothers I try to be honest what you get is what you put it's all you can do am I the only one who always wanted more some amphetamine another daylight's gone away like you and me as I remember it being honest is all you can do

(2012) and I plan to take you with me in my minds own made up fantasy scenario played out and know that it's never coming to fruition and I don't understand how it's so hard to see it's so easy to point it at another human being the first to pull the trigger it goes off just like a gun when you point your finger and I really have to think about the consequences of your misunderstanding my wild eyed stares and nervous trembling not withstanding your diagnosis and I don't understand how it's so hard to see it's so easy to point it at another human being the first to pull the trigger it goes off just like a gun when you point your finger

(2012) raise your hand if like me you think the world is going to end I don't want to live alone in it if I leave this planet knowing anything it's that I'm already and have always been I'm already and I've always been dead raise your hand if you feel like this lifes at it's end I don't want to spectate alone in it if I leave this planet not knowing anything ignorance is bliss and piss is vegetable juice I'm already and I've always been dead if you are alive there then you are dead here if you are dead there then you are alive here if you are alive here then you are dead here it's like layers of an onion that you peel away of yourself each layer has another you every you is another you exactly like you and if you peel that onion back there's another you and that you is alive here that's just a theory raise your glass if you don't give a fuck about it I don't wanna give a fuck about it (I really don't give a fuck) if I leave this planet not giving a fuck about it then I won't give a fuck about it I just don't give a fuck I don't give a fuck about it I just don't give a fuck ignorance is bliss and piss is vegetable juice the daily percentage allowed has been exceeded

(2012) you had time to figure it out you had a light to show it but you'll never shine on will you and I don't want to be a part of this if I have to give up my point of view and they'll never know now how it all started and what with but we all know where it's headed in the end in the end and I don't want to be a part of this if I have to give up my point of view I don't want to be a part of this and I won't have anything to do

(2012) if I could steal your heart I'd rather turn you on I think I hit a nerve I hear another sigh if I could play it cool I would heal your wound I think you're playing dumb I would be your fool only like me when you're down I need you every day I only hate you because you drive me insane if I could pick you up I wouldn't let you down what is in your heart whatever you want I feel a little strange a little insecure I made a little change so I could see your world only like me when you're down I need you every day I only hate you because you drive me insane

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(2011) she never left the basement a day well spent or call it wasted another temporary home and a temporary warmth of her own skin that now she's sinking in misery is as misery does cold is to feel as cold is to touch wishing is as wishing does nothing to feel as nothing to touch just to touch base with not save face with another round of expertly told lies a helping of excuses on the side now the chance is wasted another chance wasted oh will you ever take it oh will you ever take it under a fluorescent wash an awkward greeting if I'd only known it'd be that we'd have a final meeting I'd have I'd have said so much more but there's only so much you can say with words

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(2005) broken fingers I keep calling my motive has grown mighty porous broken heart honestly don't give reason broken promise pictures are worth more yen than dollars open heart surgery you don't have to fake pretend you don't have to protect me broken fingers you keep crawling my motive has grown mighty porous broken jaw honestly don't give reason deception lost us pictures are worth more yen than dollars open heart surgery

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