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you were found with a hole in your head
you were found with no pants on
you were found just before you were dead
you were self rediscovering
I can read I can write
I can see through the facts
like the shroud that enclouds
the mystery of life
and when it turns to death
yes I can feel I can leave
I can need I can breathe without you
for a little bit
for awhile
you were found with a hole in your head
you were found with no pants on
you were found just before you were dead
had your self discovery
and the self mutilation
I can read I can write
I can be like a fag
or I can breed
I come back and can be like an act
I can be all you need
nothing imagined
what I wanted to be
and I believe what I see
I don't need to hear
all the signs
the sounds of the sea are up here
it adds up
to this one kid
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(improv track with overdubs)
on my hands
watching me fade
why have you never asked to be my friend
just know I'll carry on like them
in the wind
dispersed
a thread naked to backgrounds
radiation burns
sunshine off
still the beautiful grow
still the plentiful abound
tis the season for everyone
to have their belly full of ache
wait for the cycle
what could block the sun
what could block the sun
what could block the sun
what could block the light
hard to recover now
I'm tired of lifting my arm up
to fill my mouth
and my stomach
I don't thank god
every time I'm spitting out my inner guts and bile
as my skull is crushed
under the weight of the sunlight
it is so heavy I cannot take it
artificial light and sound machines take me away
god I'll beg you please
just take this pain away
what would you tell me
do you even think this necessary
for my growth
what could block the sun
what could block the sun
what could
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dear god don't you play god
dear god don't you slay
dear god don't you take us
I will be buried by my mistake
knocked me down
left me ravaged
lest he go away
left me in heaven
I should've not
made a mistake
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blue is the sky
black is the heart
orange is the day
red is the end
when the cinder blocks begin to shake
and the tainted bars start to slack
heads fill with things they can't take
then we'll see the start of collapse
and blue is the bad guy
black's played the part
orange is maker
and red is the start
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(open mic rehearsal)
you cant hold
a broken heart in its place
you cant hang
her fading picture upon a frame
they call it matter
not sure if it really does
all made up of stars
we'll break down to dust
you can hurt
a broken heart with more pain
you can hang for days
watch the nights go by
they call it matter
not sure if it really does
all made up of stars
we'll break down to dust
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where did you go
what have you done
what would you do
if you'd run right into
a statuesque figure
just pointing that finger
that's all you do
if the points to point
I can play the blame game too
where did you go
what have you done
what would you do
if you'd run right into
a statuesque figure
just pointing the finger
wondering if you'll pull the trigger
if the points to point
I can play the blame game too
it's your fault
I blame you
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(take 1 + take 2 improv with overdubs)
don't have to say I'm sorry
don't have to be anybody I don't want
don't have to say I'm broken
don't have to be anybody
just think what you think
I'll just say what I need to
if we would say what we think
then we could do what we needed to
if you'd just say what you mean
I think I'd say what you need me to
if we could think before we'd think
I'd think we'd think all this thinkings for the birds
don't have to say I'm sorry
don't have to be anybody I don't want
don't have to say I'm broken
don't have to be
you might burn bright and glow
outshine the light of day
and its too bad
we couldn't bottle up your flame
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we met many summers ago
many moons
we met up as strangers
endangering each other
every day
you bought a bottle of tea
Arizona
homicidal
only harming yourself
couldn't hurt anybody
could he hurt anybody
he's no threat until you run
if everyone knows someone
we know everyone
if everyone hates someone
we hate everyone
if everyone loves someone
we love everyone
if everyone fucks someone
we fuck everyone
so I made impossible claims
and promised
that I'd come back someday
but if we're being honest
I'm not the same
we've both changed for the better
can you change anybody
cannot change anybody
no threat to our memory
as long as I stay away
if everyone knows someone
we know everyone
if everyone hates someone
we hate everyone
if everyone loves someone
we love everyone
if everyone left someone
we've helped everyone
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I know somethings off on me
and I'm not feeling like myself
I guess somethings wrong with me
and I'm not feeling like myself
if somethings wrong with me
I'm not feeling like myself
there is something wrong with me
and I'm not feeling like myself
why would I want to talk
nothing good can come out
isnt it all my fault
if its not just twist it all around
why would I
speak up
Earth
everyone is out to get me
why am I unheard of
somethings wrong
and I don't know how I feel
if something must be wrong
I don't know what its about
something must just be wrong
but I don't know what its about
something must be wrong
I just don't know what its all about
and something must be wrong
I just might as well be blanking
why would I want to talk
if nothing good can come out
isnt it all my fault
if its not just twist it all around
and around
and down the drain it goes
I guess theres something really wrong
I dont know what it's about
I guess something must be wrong
my ghost pals are in every town
I guess something must be wrong
never felt in my head too well
I guess its something thats real enough
next time I'll find a way to love
why would I want to talk
if nothing good can come out
isnt it all my fault
if its not just twist it all around
I got sick
a fever call in
keeping me down
I guess I needed more calm and
whatever brings me down
I guess that something was wrong
you meant to break me down
I know
I know
I know
I know
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(improv track with overdubs)
I never said that I never saw
he cut off her head
and then he fed it salt
a new life better
he gave his all
he cut off her head
and she never saw
she cut off her own head
well she never sung
never knew just was she capable
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(improv with overdubs)
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(open mic rehearsal / rewrite)
did you never have fun
did you never know light in your life
did you never have fun
do you know what it's like to lose someone
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wouldn't you rather travel and see the world
or would you rather have it all the same
you wish for change and
you don't know you wish for chains
you'll get your very own robot build a kit
tilt a whirl
take it out
peel it off
the last ones out
heal the wound
calling out
heads will shrink
the heart will doubt
wouldn't you miss traveling the world
when you've diverted all the diverse beings
and have music without any strings
the robots go beep beep beep beep beep
tilt a whirl
take it out
peel it off
the last ones out
heal the wound
calling out
the head will shrink
the heart will doubt
hope and luck just ran out
the ai sucks in robot town
you'll get your very own robot build a kit
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(earliest version)
if all the world's a stage
then laugh tracks can't begin
to accentuate
the stupid that it imitates
and all the world's sins
as if a Broadway play
just hold your applause until the end
it's all you can do
is laugh
or you'll go insane
can't forgive
just go fucking crazy
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in no condition to hate
in no condition to save your soul
no escape
no fate over will
nowhere to go
one like and a box of chocolates
you're like a cavity well
two likes and a run for office
I might be chancing hell
three likes and I'm feeling nauseous
like I'm high and sick
originated from the Ceiling Explosion sessions: https://repo.bandcamp.com/track/lost-song-aka-shortidea-jam
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wish I'd miss you
admit you were insane
wish I saved the day
wish I'd knew you
or stayed far away
wish I had some heads up
wish I knew better to stay away
wish I'd knew you had no hard hat
to catch me when I'm
if I fall would you even catch me
if I fall would you erect a wall in memory
I wish I'd knew when I'd had some complaint
anything artificial
lemon flavored
anything fake I do proclaim
is never nearly as good as the real thing
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(open mic rehearsal)
on Earth
we can't plan it enough
forgot to love
you know or not
and no we're not going to stay
after the day that we've had
good luck
and make your way
as best as you can
after some time when every song has been sung
I'm animated by the light of the sun
counting days is all we have
when we don't wake up
take me out of the chroma
as it spins on it's axes sharpened corner
the Earth takes up it's tilt
as her retribution
after some time when every song has been sung
I'm animated by the light of the sun
counting days is no longer fun
we don't wake up
take me out of the chroma
take me out of the chroma
chroma coda to coma
won't wake up from this coma
take me out of the chroma
won't wake up from this coma
take me out of the chroma
chroma coda to coma
in color if I wake
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(open mic rehearsal/rewrite)
and who are you
to call on me
and I don't choose
to be a part of this
and who are you
what do you want from me
you've got nothing to prove
you've got nothing on me
god won't mess up on me
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(open mic rehearsal)
your problem is everyone's
and if its not you make sure it becomes
go bother someone else
my chemicals are gone
finally exhausted
you'll find yourself
insane
what have you got to lose
what have you got to say
I'll answer this
I've been here before
your problem is only your own
like remembering the lyrics
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(open mic rehearsal)
forever is the longest time
longer than the longest line
and I'm set to go
and I'm set to go
I'm sad to go
and I'm sad to go
forever is the longest time
I'd much rather assume that I'm
I'm set to go
and I'm set to go
and I'm sad to go
and I'm sad to go
do I have to point it out
I had to point this out
did I have to point it out
I had to point it out
forever is the longest time
longer than the longest line
and I'm set to go
and I'm set to go
and I'm sad to go
and I'm sad to go
do I have to point this out
I had to point it out
did I have to point this out
I had to point it out
did I have to point it out
I had to point this out
did I have to point it out
I had to point it out
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(open mic rehearsal)
let me come and pick you up
in my Japanese car
lets go off road rally
in my Japanese car
take my hands off of the wheel
in my Japanese car
lets go kamikaze
in my Japanese car
let me make an appearance
in my Japanese car
lets go piss off your parents
in my Japanese car
put the pedal to the floor mat
in my Japanese car
NTSC DVD format
in my Japanese car
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(cover of DL Diedrich)
from the look on your face
you've been out there for awhile
and you took all the blame
and you wasted your time
I love you miss you lately
feeling different
but you carry on
carry on
tearing off all that weight
there's a great big world to hide in
you're still undecided
it all comes down to science
and every human buys in
by that look in your eyes
you've been at it for too long
but it comes a surprise
I've been writing all these songs
I love you miss you baby
still feel distant
so you carry on
carry on
casting off all that light
there's a great big world to die in
and you're still undecided
it all comes down to science
every human buys in
every human buys in
there's no use denying
the liar and the lying
there's no use defining
the liar and the lying
and there's no use defining
the liar and the lying
the fire and the fireman
the violence and the violent
there's a great big world to hide in
there's a great big world to hide in
there's a great big world to hide in
and you're still undecided
there's a great big world to die in
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(cover of DL Diedrich)
all your bones
are starting to
make my head cave in
when I'm home
I just want to
sleep it off oh oh oh
oh Jesus Christ
I don't even know you at all
and all your blood
is killing me
please don't talk
and now my cross
is getting too
hard to bare anymore
and these days
are just too hard
I feel sick as a dog oh oh oh
the ashtray that we lost
looked just like a skull
now you're starting to
remind me of
that same old
and I was trying not to be so obvious
I'm probably not going to be at your party
I'm trying not to be so neurotic
I'm probably not gonna say I'm sorry
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(cover of DL Diedrich)
I don't need it
I don't need anything
I don't need it
I don't need anything
anything anything
anything anything
anything everything
always stays the same
stays the same
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(open mic rehearsal)
(cover of Foo Fighters)
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(open mic rehearsal)
(cover of Nirvana)
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(open mic rehearsal)
(cover of Nirvana)
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(open mic rehearsal)
(cover of Nirvana)
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(open mic rehearsal)
(cover of Nirvana covering The Vaselines)
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(open mic rehearsal)
(cover of Jonathan Edwards)
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(open mic rehearsal)
(cover of Chew Toy)
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(open mic rehearsal)
(cover of Greg Sage)
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